If that boy don't love me by now

...he will never ever love me.
I know I'm not the only one who has ever gone through this, so I just want to speak on it real quick. Along comes this dude and instantly I fall for him because he has a real cool personality. Now I know how I am and I have a tendency to be overly passionate about my feelings, hence I fell for him way too quickly and ended up getting my heart broken after hearing him say he didn't feel the same. What left me confused, though, was that eventhough he didn't feel the same, he still wanted my time and affection. For quite a while it's been like this, and while it appears to be a friendship where we talk every so often and make plans to hang out, there's still lingering feelings and hope that this won't turn out to be a waste of time and that he's feeling something too. I don't know whether he knows this or not, because I don't want to take another dose of rejection, but I still wonder about "us". Everyday I've got dudes asking me out, throwing compliments, and trying to make me aware of the type of man I need, but yet I still ignore them, waiting for him to see what they see in me. The truth is so painfully obvious and I'm tired of feeling so ashamed. If it were meant to be, I know he wouldn't be causing me so much confusion and embarassment. For those who know me, yes, I've tried this time after time, but nah I'm really done. I'm a beautiful and amazing woman and I thank those people who helped me to see that. If I'm not what he wants then oh well, it doesn't mean a thing....and to anyone who's stuck on someone who's not willing to love them the way they deserve to be loved then let it go, because there's definitely someone else who would do anything to be with you. They may not be what you expect at first, but remember...looks fade, true love doesn't.
P.S. I now have someone who loves me in ways I can't even describe. I don't know what the future holds, but I thank God he's in my life right now...oh and I love him too. ; D